Wednesday, November 10, 2010
To forgive & To forget
I am blessed(cursed?) with perfect memories of events in my life.I could remember a lot.For example I could remember how an acquaintance was so bitchy 5 years ago .Last week, I did meet her again.I remember the event and the words she said 5 years ago.So I just stay away from her and I pretend that I do know her. We can't control the other person's action but we can control our own.I just refuse to be chummy with such woman. A friend likes to say I don't forgive and forget people easily.How to do that when I have clear picture of the event?
Just got back from a short course and not feeling well at all.I like to blame it on the rough ride but in such condition , it was God-sent.I am going off again for work purposes when I feel that I just want to rest at home away from people and work demands.I guess in the search of better opportunities , I have to strike the iron while it is still hot.When God is granting my wishes, I don't need to be an ungrateful brat .Yet the lure of staying at home is so desirable.Being in a room full of ambitious people at times takes and drains a lot of energy.I need to be positive and to be constantly reminded of my goals.
Have a great week !
Have a great week !
Thursday, November 4, 2010
The dark days
I grew up looking for idols and figures to look up
Looking for people who could understand my despairs
Finding difficulties in comprehending turbulence and conflicts
I lost myself in mountains of books
Books were my solace and my answers to my despair
I did find my idols in books I read
They were idealists and people who were making changes
They were courageous , thinkers and compassionate people
From them I built my resilience
I learn to be ethical and put my pride in my work
Everyday I would march proudly to work
Knowing I would give honorable worthy service
On which later on in my golden days I would reflect with pride..Just like my idols
Little did I expect ..the hard work would only be destroyed by close-minded minds
Looking for people who could understand my despairs
Finding difficulties in comprehending turbulence and conflicts
I lost myself in mountains of books
Books were my solace and my answers to my despair
I did find my idols in books I read
They were idealists and people who were making changes
They were courageous , thinkers and compassionate people
From them I built my resilience
I learn to be ethical and put my pride in my work
Everyday I would march proudly to work
Knowing I would give honorable worthy service
On which later on in my golden days I would reflect with pride..Just like my idols
Little did I expect ..the hard work would only be destroyed by close-minded minds
Enjoying life Up North
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